Friday, March 27, 2009
2day eng focused test...hw is it?can kill me 50%, if possible, fail me ba...cz leh, it is makin use of my stamina,felt like slpin while doin e test, haiz...aft which, went 2 ncc...part 'b' nt around, so i go help part 'a',while helpin,i lookin forward to e dismissal time of ncc...1st thing is, i can c laopo again,2nd this is, e sir who should conduct AAR (Action And Reflect) went off,so no AAR is needed....den @ e end of ncc,i call laopo,n e result is, haiz...if only i don go ncc... =(den aft which, went 2 tabao on my own,since mami hse gt cook le, no pt askin where is she also...haiz...suddenly i feel tat everybody hv left me...suddenly i feel tat dere is no energy in me...suddenly i feel like commitin suicide...haiz...while on e way hm,saw a car abt 2 wetn pass me...part of my mind say: jus cross ba, aft a sec or so, u can leave this stressful placen 4 some reason idk y,e driver horned @ me...n i sort of 'awake'haiz..2moro stil gt flag day...
really hope tat it will b an enjoyable 1...
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