Saturday, July 26, 2008
sry peers tat i long time nvr post cz recently v.busy, v.tried den some mre yesterday e modemm siao liao tat y me nvr post 4 e past 2days so nw i postin =)
[240708]hmm...2day is jus a sian day 4 me, an ordianry day 4 me 2...jus tat i jus hate e period durin F&N...haiz, zarina arh, would u die if u jus shut ur bloody mouth 4 a while? keep on shootin her 4 nth, k, 4 something, n tat is hair bt den r u being bias or unfair? e other classmate also nvr pin up her hair den u did nt ask her 2 go outside 2 pin her hair instead, u shoot her, r u been UNFAIR? n pls, u r jus after al, a tcher tat al, e headmistress did nt even make any comments abt her hair durin her period n yet u make a fuss out of it...wat is this? n on top of tat, u r lookin @ my reaction when u mention abt BGR in front of e class right? don tell me u don hv cz u wanted 2 c m i gulity a nt 2 hv this kind of relationship, this is 1 thing i 1 2 tell u n tat is, REGARDLESS OF I HVIN E RELATIONSHIP A NT, I WILL NT FEEL GULITY SO LONG AS MY CONSIENCE IS CLEAR, SO LONG AS I KNW WAT E HELL M I DOIN, I DON CARE WADEVA COMMENT U MAKE DURIN E CLASS CZ IT DOES NT CHANGE E WAY IT IS, so u don try 2 change my mind if i don hv e attitude 2 change it...[250708]hmm..2day also so sian..jus tat i feel a bit of jealously...hw come ppl can sit w her n i cant? wat is this? does it mean tat when i sit w her, i m her bf n other boys sit w her, they r nt? wat logic is this? den like tat if i sit w other gal den tat other gal is my gf loh? wtf is this...wat kind of logic is this? it does nt make any sense..nvm abt tat, 2day after NCC, dere is NCO meetin n durin e meetin, ms oh make me think tat she is like our parent...y? reason being tat she protect her cadets jus like her child..CLT fro HQ bully our cadets here n ms oh was like so furious, so furious tat she say words like "bloody", "idiot" n she said tat she goin 2 send a msg 2 hq statin tat they should discipline their own CLT 1st n den discipline e cadets cz e attitude of e CLT is unacceptable n she said 2 us, e NCO tat only ms oh can bully e cadets n none other ppl fro outside can bully e cadets, though she can bully us, she will protect us 2..haha, tat is y i think she is like our parent..as like one though...haha..den after meetin, go hm...so tired, feel like slpin n nvr wake up cz i knw tat even i step out of e sch gate a nt, i also cannt c her ...really hope tat she would b dere 2 pull me up...hmm, tat al 4 e past 2days e post, abt 2day 1 leh..hmm, later i will b postin again so stay tuned ;)
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