wat happenin 2 me? hw come whenever i cannt c her, i will start 2 hv e feelin which i felt e same way when i m w my jie...wa...y sia? haiz....den friends around me jus tell me something, n tat something is tat "u mst control ur emotions"...this phrase is v.strong, indeed...haiz...mayb it my fault tat i cannt control...hweva, sometimes, my emotions jus displayed wo i knwin it...which i myself also does nt 1...haiz...suddenly i feel like no1 out dere uds me...haiz...

2day nt xtra lesson can go back put down my bag den go back 2 sch in a lighter load 4 ncc...went back 2 sch, FINALLY CAN TOUCH MARK 4 LE!!! bt den is fake 1 nevertheless, it is better den e M16 rifle which is like freakin heavy...i mean it is heavier den mark 4...anyway, back 2 2day ncc trainin..@ 1st i dot i will flunk e whole performance as they told me tat dere is changes @ e end of e performances...lucky i nvr flunk 4 they this time, change e whole performance, cz e band 1 2 play music 4 us instead of we listen 2 e CD as bala 1 a grand entrance 4 e pds...(wa, suddenly pds is like a grand squd sia...even e goh also nvr kana this kind of thing) so ya, pds will b e HIGHLIGHT on speech day...haha...hmm, i wonderin, within 3days of practice left, can we cope w e new major changes? 4 2moro, e pds need 2 go hq 2 draw their no.3 unifrom which i alrdy hv hweva, i still don knw m i required 2 go a nt...haiz...really hope tat we can cope w it den on speech day itself, we will show them once n 4 al...haha...

wa, 2moro get back phy focuesd test paper...don knw will i b able 2 pass a nt...haiz...also don knw need 2 go hq 2 draw my no3 unifrom since i alrdy gt le...haiz...