haiz, 2day feel v.lously sia...haiz...early in mornin i feel this way, don knw later on in my day, hw will i feel, sian til e extend tat i commit sucide? haha...mayb wor...since i feel like nobody around me care le...hw truth is this; CONCERN, LOVE N HAPPINESS R SHORT LIVED N HATRED R 4EVA...hw truth? well, it is V.TRUTH...last wk i fall sick, suddenly jie, mei, friends care 4 me, love me lots...den 1wk later, this is wat i feel, suddenly jie, mei n friends jus leave me quietly...n i m jus livin in my own lonely world wo i knowin tat dere is nobody around me...haiz...

eh jie, can u call me when u r free? pls...nw i beggin u...i miss u lots man...dere is a lot of things i really 1 2 tell u...hw come as days pass, i feel like chances 4 me 2 talk 2 u is gettin lower n lower? i knw, u need 2 care ur stead hweva, does tat mean tat u care ur stead 2 e extend tat if ur didi is dyin 4 ur help, u can also hack care? 2 e extend tat when ur didi really pass away, u den care 4 him? is tat e case?

feelin darn lously man...haiz...