Wednesday, April 30, 2008
2day normal schoolin...haiz..sian arh..1st 2period F&N, gt test, don bother 2 study =x actually, is i gt study bt den jus cannt get into my head...so jus 4get it... =/ den after F&N is sci(chem)....go up 2 3E2 den hv my lesson dere as usual...bt den e lesson is darn freakin bored which i almost doze off...den teacher suddenly call me this is e conversation between me n her...teacher - YUAN JIN!!!me - ? (jerk up)teacher - do u knw u lost 2periods of chem?me - harh...is it?teacher - c, keep yuanjin in e dark...den do u knw wat i tryin 2 say? (my impression is like omg..say me til so big like tat)me - er, ya, i uds wat u tryin 2 say...teacher - amazing!!! u miss e period n yet u still uds...gd...(me red face)me - ....yesterday, FT jus praise me, den nw chem teacher praise me once again...m i tat gd in chem? den after tat gt eng...haiz, eng teacher gt come a nt is e same e cz our eng exam over le ma...so it does nt matter except 4 our filin..haiz...den after tat recess, poa, cme, geo...[will i go 4 e 1 which will make my heart run when i saw her or will i go 4 e one which make me =) when i c her?]i wonderin who do i chosse...or rather, promote my mei 2 e same status as my jie? LOL...say til like it is rank like tat bt den actually, it is truth...currently, dere is 3ppl who r impt 2 me in my life...hweva, out of e 3, only 1 care abt me, e rest is like mindin their own buisness...well, i cannt blame them 4 they r busy..ya....den 2day like throwin attitude 2 peishi...haiz...well...don even knw wat wrong w me this few days...either i throw attiude 2 peishi or i throw 2 grace...haiz...don even wat e fuckin wrong w me...haiz...i read this @ some1 blog which i don wish 2 identify him, he said tat sometimes u feel like u don where 2 do, no motivation 2 work...n u feel tat dere is a hole which u r lack of hwever, no matter hw hard u try, u wil nvr b able 2 fill up tat hole...ya, i currently feelin this man...as in nw bloggin...gtg nw...2moro no sch...bt den gt tution...haiz...sian, wanted 2 hv a break e bt den i don think can le...P.S: trapped...don knw where 2 go...
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