Friday, April 04, 2008
2day don feel like doin anything...1 2 b a emo kid 2day...sry wor mei, i m unable 2 prove 2 u...sry...hope u will nt b angry w me...
feelin sian, angry, irritated n stress up...haiz...thanks 2 this afternoon incident, i really hv no mood 2 do anything...4 2day maths focused test, 4 e 1st time i can say tat i might fail...surely teacher goin 2 kill me...den mum kill me...den ncc leh...feel v.weak like tat...don feel like doin drills..haiz...after ncc, did nt knw tat i will b able 2 meet my mei...don talk 2 them...haiz, talk 2 them is equal don talk 2 them better...reason being tat
THEY DON EVEN GIVE A DARM OF ME!!! tell them e incident, only say "k, k, k"...
DON CARE SAY DON CARE LAH..DON NEED 2 GIVE ME THIS ATTITUDE E MA...i wonderin, wat u treat me as? punchin bag or ur di? u tell me...u hv been sayin u treat me like ur real didi a lot of times le bt do u treat me like 1? hw come, hw come whenever u r in trouble, i m always dere, help u, defend 4 u, root 4 u n when i m in tat deep shit, u r nowhere 2 b seen? y??? n as 4 my mei, u al say will help me when i m in tat bloody deep shit, WHERE R U? ur physical is here bt ur mind is @ some where....b cz of this, IT MAKE ME HARD 2 TRUST...thos which i should i nt trust, i wil nt trust, those which i should trust, wil tend 2 break e trust meter in us...y???? y is this f**kin bloody ass hole thing happenin?seriosuly, my mood does nt feel gd...alrdy gt enough...don try 2 push it..
P.S: think lah...WAT E F**K R U GUYS TREATIN ME AS?
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