Monday, March 31, 2008
feel lously 2day...haiz...don knw kana change place hw many time + in ncc, on top of tat, expected 2 reach hm can relax put my sch stuffs aside 4 a while no wonder cannt...haiz...
in sch, change place a lot of time, jus b cz need 2 suit everybody sight of view, make me really pissed off, hw come e teachers cannt make up their f**kin mind? is it tat hard 2 make up? everytime 1 us 2 make up den in e end they themselves cannt even make up their mind....wat is this? den in ncc, tat f**kin bloody isa, mock @ me, y? ask me 2 reply him, i reply den still mock @ e way i reply...u don like e way i reply don need 2 say ma, y mst make it 2 e way tat e whole PDS mst knw? U DON 1 FACE, I 1 FACE!!!! den go hm, take a look @ my phone, gt 3missed calls from jie, immediately call her wo delay den who knw, she don 1 2 pick up e darn phone...send her my reason y i nvr pick up her phone, don even think tat she will expect it...i think tat she is thinkin i purposely don 1 2 pick up her call, bt hey, i was in sch n i don hv e phone with me, wat u 1 2 do with me man? nvm, no matter hw much i say, i, ur didi will nvr ever compare 2 ur dar e lah...tell ur dar can le, everything jus tell ur dar den when u gt prob where ur dar cannt solve, den find me lah, so i m like ur wat, ur a piece of meat or ball, been thrown or kick around everywhere u like lah, ya...mayb tat is e case...
hvin said so...i suddenly feel darn alone...like as though dere is no1 i can count on nxt time...even if can, i don even knw is tat person dependable...can i trust tat person again? hey jie, do u knw when u don ans my call, i feel like in ur eyes, i m gd-4-nth e...seriously, or should i say, i m ur punchbag...when u need me, u punch me, when u don need, u jus leave me dere, hangin...wat is this? r u makin used of me? if u don knw 1thing, this is e thing i 1 u 2 knw, I HATE PPL WHO MAKE USED OF ME!!! n i really don 1 2 hate my jie...so pls, don make used of me...1 2 share my feelin w mei, bt it seems like it does nt even help 4 she herself is facin her prob as well...haiz...i wonderin sia, wat 4 2 leave on earth when dere is nobody carin 4 u?
haiz....don try 2 talk 2 me 2day...don really feel like talkin...
