Sunday, February 24, 2008
"if u r sittin down here, safely, u prove tat some1 pray 4 u 2 ensure ur safety" - amber, torrence
ya, tat is really true...haha...haiz...feel so empty seh..hey death god, when r u goin 2 write down my name in ur death note? when? u don 1 2 tell me also can bt write asap can? bt den i gt 1request n tat request is de same as L, die quietly away...tat is hw i 1 2 die...haha...if i don die quitely, i might nt RIP sia...haha...
haiz...don knw should i 4get abt u a nt...things r forcin me 2 4get abt u hweva, i jus cannt...some say tat i m mature in relationship, hweva, i think otherwise...even if i m really mature in some ways or other, still, i will choose 2 b immature, reason being tat dere is NO STRESS, PRESSURE bt FULL OF HAPPINESS N JOY everyday...currently, no1 is able 2 bring me happiness n joy other den Jesus himself...hweva, i 1 a human being 2 bring me tat, is it possible? anyway, back 2 de topic...i don 1 2 4get abt u cz i ...STILL LOVE u deeply...like wat amber said, though we may break up, hweva, our relationship nvr end 4 tat i love u deeply...do u 1 2 knw de reason y i m able 2 tahan ur attiude n stuffs? cz i don wish 2 break de romance between us..ya, everybody is right tat me n u WILL NT b 2gether, hweva, if i love u n i feel =), y nt? if i love u, i can feel de happiness n joy like a immature kid, y nt? if i hv de power 2 reverse time 2 de moment where i met u, i will still take this route even though i knw tat we will nt b 2gether cz i love u a lot..this is hw much i love u..
really hope tat de death note will write down my name asap...
P.S: nw death is better den livin...
