Saturday, December 01, 2007
[301207, fri]
Haiz…hv been a day since I kana defeat from xiao ting twice a day…haiz…failure failure…actually, nt jus 2defeats, hv been 4defeats I suffer from her le…by right me own her 20push-ups bt den since she hack care den me also hack care loh…
Haiz, don knw y so weak…m I kana distracted or m I really tat weak? Or mayb tat a sch team player is mre skilled den a player who is nt a sch team…haiz...even my strokes is below expectation…haiz…suddenly jus lost my will 2 play…though I really 1 2 play badminton…haiz…by lookin kj endin of match of 23-22 with xiao ting make me feel some hw jealous n envy sia…hw come he can defeat her bt I cannt…haiz…mayb my skills is beneath of kj skills…haiz…
Haiz…sry tat I break de promise cz tat time me bk de badminton court le…cannt refund…y I 1 nw is tat u will 4give me n don b angry…after al, me don mean 2 break de promise de…haiz…everyday keep on thinkin of u sia…haiz…even b4 I slp I think of u…everywhere in fact…haiz…wonderin when will ur anger subsided n accept my apology…
Haiz, so much things has happen recently, should say bad stuffs tat y I keep on “haizin”….
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