Friday, December 07, 2007
[06120, thurs]
nt in a gd mood 2day…right after de course hv ended, I feel tired…ya, tat is de everyday feelin when de course hv ended, another feelin came in…n tat is I feel nt jus exhaustion, bt I also feel stress, pressurized…haiz…little did I knw tat I was nt cryin jus b cz I m worshippin god…I cryin b cz of 2 much exhaustion, stress n pressure has came upon me…haha, jus a 5days course can make me so crazy n worn out, wonderin nxt time hw I goin 2 b come a SGT…haha, can 4get tat idea I think…haha…actually, these tears tat I shed is nt jus 2day itself, bt 4 everyday from de start of de course, I hv alrdy feel this kind of thing…one shot al out, eventually, while takin de bus from jp 2 hm, I cry…haha…nice thing I ever had…de 1st time tat I cry from jp interchange al de way back hm where my bed is…haha…I really cry tat long n I don knw tat…I jus cry n cry n cry…hoppin tat al this kind of feelin will b carry out of my body n down 2 de ground n nvr come back…nw I knw y she cry durin tat time…I think is b cz of this…cz when I cry n ppl ask me wat happen, I hack care them…I even try 2 increase my mp3 vol 2 de max….haha…
wat I hope tat 2moro, durin de parade, I hope nth will cock up n also I hope tat they will nt disqualified me from de course…
P.S: 2nd anniversary XD
