Monday, November 19, 2007
2day went 2 play badminton with friends...haha, a lot of ppl sia, lazy 2 name them al bt den u knw who u r can le...haiz...kana trash by a lot of ppl sia..by xiaoting, kj, sf...haiz...so jialat...4 de 1st time, i almsot T.T at de court...this feelin i think only my current ASM will understand...cz so far i knw, i think he is de only 1 who experinece de same feelin as i had jus nw...haiz...i wonder hw come i m so lousy jus nw...jus playin stroke i also can lose so wat will happen when i play match with ppl? end de score with hw much? let me c...21-0? haiz...so jialat sia...hw come my skills 2day seem 2 b disable? hw come???? haiz...feel so terrible....haiz...
2moro is my shootin comp le...feel some hw pressure n stress...wonderin can i win a nt...haiz..."a little of fear can overcome a big amt of faith" this is wat xiaoshi told me n nw i believe her...i only scare of my comp 2moro bt den when i 1 faith 2 enter, it is hard..haiz...hope tat god will let me win 2moro...haha...
