Thursday, October 11, 2007
haiz, 2day actually don 1 2 go 2 sch le...go 2 sch also sian, cannt c exam papers til nxt wk...haiz, so far only knw my maths nar...sadden...lucky, this afternoon dere is a medicine tat can cure this bordom!!! hehe, n tat is BADMINTON!!! XD LOL, long time nvr play le ma...cannt blame me de...well, did had my fun til 1730hrs...haiz, de si tu pid bettin makes me really need 2 hv my soul-serach again...n only after i done de "punishment" although nt fully, i den realise hw weak i m...some1 who cca is from ncc n some1 who cca is gardener r required 2 do 50 push-ups, who will hv de higher advantage? naturally, ppl will say de 1 who came from ncc cz he did hv some trainin b4 so supposely he hv mre strength den de other...hweva, wat if de ncc guy could nt do finish instead, de gardener can? wat does this prove? some will say de ncc guy is slackin durin trainin or he is weak...yeap, this r de followin comments ppl will make 2 de ncc guy...well, this is hw i feel jus nw...feel tat i m weak, humliate although it is nt much, also feel tat i m nt fit 2 b with her n b part of de corps...de 1st time in my life i felt tat i m really weak...ya, u may debate say tat last time i did say, ya, it did nt influence me tat much bt 4 2day, it really did...haiz...nw tat i knw hw weak i m...cannt even do 50push-ups n lose de my rival with a score of 11-4...a difference of 7 scores...haiz...7scores? is it tat hard 2 get dere? 50push-ups, is it tat hard 2 do finish? haiz....sadden man...wonderin m i able 2 protect or defend 4 u when u kana bully by others...haiz...haiz...I&E carnival comin n heard tat this yr carnival is like omg sia...haiz, don even knw 1 2 go a nt since de remarks make by others is alrdy this bad...P.S: take care of urself, remember 2 tell me when u face prob or trouble wor...always b dere 4 u =DLabels: weaklin...
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