Saturday, September 08, 2007
sry peers...it hv been 4days since i last blog..haha...nt much thing happen except 4 yesterday which i think is de worst day i get in this mth...haiz, don knw should post a nt...by postin, i will reveal some stuffs which will also lead 2 some rumours...n well, i knw hw rumours r spread..like wildfire...one 2 ten, ten 2 hundred, hundred 2 thousand, thousand 2 million...haiz, nvm lah, me post 1st den later i den talk...
yesterday night, had a msn conversation with jie...at 1st, me dot it goin 2 b a :) 1 as it hv been a long time since i last chat with her...who knws, de more i chat, de more dangerous it is...til 2200hrs, my heart begin 2 bleed...nt really bleed though, bt internal bleedin...or should i say eternal internal bleedin? ha...had an arguement with jie's bf (who i don knw til after de arguement), argue til i think dere is no point carry on den i straight away ask 'jie, do u love me?' haha, in de end, de ans she gave me is 'don b :(', from this sentence, any1 also can tell tat it is goin 2 b a terrible bad news le...yet i still ask her 2 say...as i 1 2 heard it from her den my own guessin...truth enough, she said al de stuffs she said...which is very very hurtin... ... ...i wonder, y would u choice a gangster over me? y? or should i re-phrase this qn n ask in de other way, y everytime me get in2 relationship i will always fail? i wonder did u realise hw much i put in this relationship? hw much 2 u knw? i jus gave u de jar of stars, hoppin tat u will realise hw much i put in this...u said give others a chance 2 like me...haha, is this a joke or wat? if i give others a chance, will others give me a chance as well? unlikely they will cz each of them hv a bf...guess tat 2day is de last time i ask u out n talk with u...although dere is a lot of stuff which is left unanswered bt nvm, regardless if de qn i hv is ans or nt, de outcome is de same...u would hv choice a boy who u barely met a wk n also did nt put in any effort in this over me who hv met u 4 at least a yr n also put in a lot of effort...oh ya, who ever dare 2 spread this out, u goin 2 pay de price of it...Labels: should heal a nt? should let it b a nt?
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