Sunday, September 30, 2007
haiz, 2moro history paper sia...don knw can pass a nt...4 de past few history tests n exam i hv taken, i will always get a "jus pass" standard 1...reason being tat i m nt interested in history...it only give me headache n nth gd come out of it...y do i say so? jus nw went 2 library 2 revise 4 history, wa, hv nt study 4 1hr alrdy headache le...imagine 2moro need 2 do at least 1hr15min of history, will my head brust by den? lol...haiz..anyway, me nxt yr nt plannin 2 take history so i can don care tat much bt den think again, should i fail this subj, it might affect my overall score...haiz, so 4 de sake of de overall score, me study 4 it...haiz...
4wks le, still cannt 4get...does this mean tat my love 4 her is 1sided? is it? if tat is so, den i guess god is tryin 2 torture me...haiz...don 1 2 suffer here...feel trapped...haiz...love hurts me...a lot, nt little by little bt is a lot... ... ...nw, i should 4get abt her n give some1 a chance...hweva, is it tat easy 2 4get her? if it is as easy as ABC, den i will admit tat i m such a noob hweva, it is nt...nw, tryin 2 put in effort 2 4get abt her hweva, i doubt i can do so...haiz, nw i finally discover tat i m so weak...such a weaklin i m...can't even 4get a person who don like u as much as u do...haiz...should i risk myself n get in2 another 1? only time will knw.... ...
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