Sunday, June 10, 2007
haiz, me 2day very moody...or should i say from mid day onward, i feel moody throughout...haiz, i wonder y sia...so many prob suddenly jus tackle me...n i jus cannt solve them...y...m i weak nw? well, i should admit tat i m weak lah..since i cant even solve a simple prob...haiz...
went 2 kj's hse 2night 2 accompany him watch his favourite show, condor hero(although i nvr watch bt listen 2 my mp3) while 'watchin', me overlook his msn conversation n saw a dp so familar...den i jus need 2 move my eye ball 2 de left a bit, i realise who is he talkin 2 liao...den, de lv of my moody start 2 increase...en route 2 kfc, i qn him wat r dey talkin n he say tat she jus wish him a belated birthday...
wow...de gd news of it is tat it did nt shock me bt de bad news is tat it make me feel jealous...y? is it a natural reaction or is it b cz of de feelin which i m experinece 4 de past few hrs? i wonder y sia, hw come she wish him a belated birthday bt nvr wish me? is it a conindence? haiz, wat is this sia? i guess i m really weak lah...since i cannt face up 2 de reality or de fact...up til nw, only 1person or 2 can only understand wat i m experince nw...i don 1 2 mention names in case other ppl might jus hv a wrong idea...
i m nw like a plastic bag...when de wind blew at me, i jus fly blindly n aimlessly...
P.S: sry kj, 4 usin u as a punchin bag...
Labels: feel weak, jealous n moody...
