Tuesday, May 29, 2007
this evenin went 2 tution...haiz...reminds me a lot of bad stuffs again...while doin maths qn, it reminds me of de words she said 2 me...i, of cz, control myself under this condition n lucky, i could take control of it...don 1 2 show my friends my temper again...although, i don 1 2 4get her bt...haiz, very difficult 2 xplain...some reason y i 1 2 4get her bt some r nt...i guess tat she will nt 4give me 4 enternity...well, get back 2 de condition...ya, so it reminds me a lot of stuffs...remind me of givin her hell 4 3bloody mths...haiz, a lot of stuffs she said tat night remain in my head n i jus some hw cannt 4get abt it...don knw y...at de same time, tution also serve a place where i could make friends n find my happiness in...haha, might sound crazy 2 u guys, a schoolin place could b a place where i found my happiness? well, ya...it is where i think i could feel :), although dere is times where i feel down bt it is short-term only...
after tution, went 2 kj hse n accompany him watch his favourtie show (although i did nt watch...) while dreamin..hahaha, i also realise tat with him, i could also feel :)...ya, i also admit tat with him, i might feel :( n :@ n al sort of feelin bt i think tat with him, i will nt feel so torture or any empty-feelin at al...some hw, i feel tat goin 2 his hse i could keep on laughin al day long...without feelin tired..strange right? haha...
i don knw y i decide 2 write this..guess i really tat bo liao 2 write ba...haha
P.S: u will find happiness if u think tat it could make u feel :)
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