Friday, June 01, 2007
haiz, wonder wat wrong with me sia...suddenly think of her...haiz...
everytime go 2 her blog, read de post, reminds me of her...strange sia...of cz it will remind u of anybdy if u read tat person blog bt 4 me, dere is some more...n tat is, i start 2 think of wat happened durin tat night...
speakin abt tat night, also find something very strange...wadeva she told me or argue with me tat night, remains in my head n keep on huntin me each time i stared in2 spaces or i lost concentration or attention in wadeva stuffs i doin....y, can any1 tell me y? y mst tat conversation stay in my head? hv been a few wks le, ppl hv long long ago 4get abt u n yet u still remember this stuffs? n each time i think abt de conversation, i will recal each n every word she told me...includin de sentence tat her friend said...'she don like u den u don talk so much crap lah!!!' haha, tat is de sentence which i really get piss off tat time...
haiz, hw? forcin myself nt 2 think of her makes my heart hurts once more...bt continue 2 think of her will give me false hope...wat 2 do? haiz, sometimes i jus wish tat i can jus die man...always sturck in this situation n yet i cannt solve it...haiz...
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