some ppl around me ask me, 'y u choice 2 give up? dot u very tat determined 2 win her back? regret le arh?'

well, 2 ans tat qn, it is quite a long xplaination...bt de 1st qn i ask myself, 'wat is love? n y do i like her?' well...i was been ask by my friends...a lot of friends inculde teachers bt i was unable 2 ans...bt nw, i knw hw 2 ans le...

love is a feelin tat can make u feel happy all de while, care 4 u, n is always b dere 2 lend u my ears, shoulder...also, willingly 2 make scarifice 4 ur loved 1, no matter wat n where, in other words, u mst b able 2 protect ur loved 1. tat is hw i define love...

de nxt qn is tat 'y do i like her?' well...franky speakin, i like her b cz of her appearance...she look very pretty, chio, nice-lookin...tat is y i like her...her attitube, well, gd...i knw u will ask me y i will nt say it excellent since she is de 1 u used 2 like, well, no bdy is perfect so i cannt say every1 i c is excellent unless u dare 2 tell me tat u nvr ever make mistake b4 in ur life which i doubt so...

n nw, i realised y i m so stupid 2 carry on when i knw dere is no gd endin cz this is nt a fairytale neither is it a dreamland...i like her b cz of her appearances n nth else...if i really like her, i would hv won her heart long long ago le...even i try 2 woo her 4 de nxt decade, centry or light yrs, i will nt b able 2 win her heart cz i knw tat she don like me...even she like me, i doubt tat it will last long cz we don even knw each other well...as i try hard 2 paint over de crayons, i found it hard cz de crayons r resistin it...this is hw i feel like when i was strugglin durin de past 4 mth...

i m nw a loner...jus 1 2 treasure my liberty n make it 2 de maximum so tat i can enjoy my life meaningfully...n should dere b a gal waitin 4 me, i mst really think a lot of times wheather or nt 2 accept her as i don 1 2 break each other heart again...

P.S: pls, don speak of her name again...i really 1 2 erase tat off my mind man!!! 1 2 live my life a :) 1...