i did nt knw tat dere is some1 who still care 4 me sia...i dot tat i hv some hw jus lost 3friends...some hw feel tat i does nt hv any company...

yesterday although dere is a short talk between panda n i bt i don mind...so long as i could share my prob without worries of thinkin tat she might spread my prob 2 other ppl...hey panda, i don knw tat u still care 4 me sia...lol...haiz...don worry panda, i hv decided 2 4get instead of carry on le...ya, u might say i m stupid y nw den give up well, i also don knw y...a feelin tell me 2 carry on n give up 1...sry arh, if i nvr folo ur advice...

wat i really understand is tat when some things is nt within my grip, i mst nt b so perserve 2 catch it as i will nvr reach dere unless i hv a long hand n i can grip on it...givin up is nt a bad choice either, it is jus a choice u take cz u 1 2 4get wat happened b4 u gave up...

nw i m waitin 4 time 2 change my attitude so tat i will b my old self again...