hv been a long time since i last post...lol, i wonder does my blog miss me or nt? hehehex

anyway, i gt something 2 ask...

i wonder y sia...a lot of my friends 1 me 2 4get abt her bt i simply cannt 4get...teacher scold her or punish her, i worry 4 her, i defend 4 her...den whenever i look at her 4 a split second, my atttitube b come positive...don knw y sia...or mayb i gt depression le...like her 2 deeply le...or mayb i gt attitube prob, sometimes kk de sometimes siao...CAN ANY1 TELL ME WAT WRONG?

i even make denise :@ b cz of this n i really don like...she is de 2nd gal tat is :@ abt me this mth...don even knw will she piss me off...if she does, well, i think i deserve it...since i m such a pain in everybdy neck...since every1 think i gt attitube prob...since i only knw hw 2 make de others bad mood...hey every1 listen up, if u think i m somehw is behavin de above character, den pls, straight away piss me off cz i don 1 u al 2 suffer in de end...at least by pissin me off, u will nt get more prob den usual...

haiz, even though more % of my mind 1 2 carry on, i doubt any of my friends believe me or i think dey might reject this idea...cz it might HURT me 2 MUCH...

P.S: it hurt so much such tat i feel like punchin de floor or de wall...also, i left nth...nt even de thing called "face"...