haiz, as time flies pass me...i felt like i m more reduantant den wat i m b4...

givin trouble 2 every1 around me...even my best friend is nt been spare from this...haiz...wat is happenin? m i de trouble-maker? or mayb i should nt make any relationship at al...nt even friends?

al de while, i tried 2 b fair 2 both me n my friends bt i can't...even nw, my best friends is complainin abt me...my attitude, behaviour...a lot of things...haiz..

nw exam comin nearer, n i had al this prob, hw can i hv a gd result?

everytime i c panda on9, i m somehw nice 2 meet her...y? cz she can make me laugh, she can crack jokes, be it disgustin or lame, i like it!!! bt unfortuantely, i could nt c her everyday...i wonder if i c her everyday, will i b :)? i think yes sia...up till nw, only she is capable of makin jokes which make me laugh 4 a couple of mins...

panda, i really hope u can on9 everyday n chat with me sia...really miss ur joke...really can make me laugh n 4get abt my prob sia...