2day sch is well, gd...except tat i some hw tryin 2 act hero den kana 2rounds from my teacher...lol...2rounds nar ma...big deal meh? lol...me thick skin sia...

anyway, 2day durin chinese lesson...don knw wat happened 2 me...tryin 2 vandalise de table again...poor table, kana vandalise by me...unfortuanely, me did nt do any harm as i only rub my ruler againast it nar...fed up sia!!! cannt sratch de table...haiz, den de gal say i gt depression...lol...haiz...guess this is hw i faced de prob...by vanadlisin de table i m usin...or is alrdy vanadlise le...

my best friends is standin down dere, tryin 2 make sure i get a grip of myself...which i doubt i can...i think me 2day talk quite less le...lesser den usual...behave more strange den usual...don even knw she gt notice de difference...if u notice, will u ask me wat happened or leave me alone 2 cool myself down?

i wonder do u knw tat i think abt u everytime b4 i close my eyes n even i m slpin, i also can dream of u...everytime i talk, i wil drag u in...haiz, wat happened 2 me? ppl don like me n yet i sill continue 2 say abt her...y? can any1 tell me y? hate it sia...talk abt her yet i cannt like her...very painful sia!!!

need 2 go n slp le...hope tat i slp n nvr wake up...even i wake up, i 1 2 hv a refresh memory of her...

P.S: i hope tat u will nt b :( when u heard this...cz since u like some1 le, wat is de use of de memory in my head? it only b come a blockage nar...take up de free space it it...wat more, it only make my heart hurts when i think abt it *faint smile*