[is it truth?]

yesterday i told kj abt wat happened durin my conversation with a gal...well, he said tat de gal is treatin me as her god-kor which i really cannt believe loh...cz i ask de gal b4 can i b her kor le, yet she reject bt hw come she 1 me 2 b her kor leh?

she alrdy hv stead le...i intend 2 b her stead 1..haiz... :(, anyway, she gt a stead hw come she don 1 2 tell her stead bt tell me leh? my feelin tell me tat she did nt tell her stead bt tell me instead...cz if she hv told her stead, den hw come she bother 2 tell me as i m a 3rd person wat...she told me her prob, i told her my comments...bt i don knw she gt go n think abt it or nt as she is fumed...don 1 2 provoke her any further...don 1 2 c her :( even though she is nt my stead...so back 2 de qn, hw come she don 1 2 tell her stead bt tell me instead? dere is a lot of possibities, 1 is tat she trust me more den she trust her stead, 2nd is tat(i might b thick skin bt this is wat i think) she 1 me 2 b come her stead bt she don intend 2 break de 1st timers who hv fallen in love on, 3rd is tat she 1 me 2 b her kor indirectly...this r de possiblites which kj n i hv think of...

enough of relationship, nw is schoolin...haiz, sian sia, 2day right after de 1st period of sci, i feel very tired throughout sia...don knw y...speech day, cca, tution, relationship...haiz, al this r spinnin in my head sia...with abt 500ppl watchin de speech day parade + 3days of tution weekly + de relationship...wa...my life is tough sia...nvrdeless, i choice 2 solve al this prob although it is tough cz it only make me stronger n nt weaker...

gtg le...jus hope tat u will tag me at de tagboard!!!

P.S: glad tat u r :) 2day n i meant truly :), nt puttin a brave front in front of me cz i don 1 u 2 hide ur feelin although i nt ur stead bt i care 4 u...