[i think this yr de celebration is abt de same as last few...]

by right, i thought tat this yr birthday celebration will b better den de last few as this yr it falls on de same day as de 1st day of chinese new yr but no wonder nt...it is goin 2 b more borin den de last yr de...

my best friend wanted 2 invite a gal 2 my party also but in de end, de gal reject sayin tat she scared of me...i wonder y...she scare of me is it b cuz of last time? or is it b cuz of other reason which i don knw? on top of tat, i think this yr celebration no bdy came 2 my hse 2 celebrate my birthday as it is a wk end n i think tat no bdy will b free...even dey r free, dey will b lazy 2 come...haiz, i think i had de worst birthday party i ever had...

enough of my complain, yesterday jus told de gal i like her...well, she knew tat i like her but she don 1 2 b my stead...she still 1 2 b my friend nar...sayin tat she is tired of it, 1 me 2 4get abt de idea...well, it is nt easy 2 4get a idea so easily...sometimes it need time 2 4get it...nt jus de person himself...wanted 2 give her a present on valantine day but i don knw wat 2 give...even i knw, i doubt tat she will accept de...well, i should nt think like this, i should think at a point tat she will accept, right?

haiz, enough of my birthday n realationship le, me need 2 go slp le...zzz...zzz