[hw come everytime is like this de?]

jus 1hr b4, i heard some1 sayin tat dere is a guy who also like de gal i like...well, i was stun...i don even knw wat should i do...i try 2 confess my feelin 2 de gal i like but i scare tat she reject it n again, i b come super :( again same as last time but if i don confess, den de gal don knw tat i like her...wat should i do???

sometimes i wonderin, hw come like this de? everytime i like some1, either my friend will fight 4 it or de gal will choice others...but usually is my friends will fight 4 it de...haiz, feel very confuse, don even knw wat should i do...well, jus hope god will give me a decision so tat i will nt b so confuse again...