[everything gotten change, isn't it?]

ever since de 1st day of yr 2007, u hv been like thinkin tat i m invisble...cuz u gt a gf...well, i better don beat around de bushes, better get staright 2 de point n de point is tat i actually 1 2 watch movie this comin wk end cuz u said tat u 1 2 celebrate a belated birthday 4 me but no wonder u don 1 but instead, u 1 2 play badminton...i wonder y...don u said tat u 1 2 celebrate with me? n nw? wat happened? play badminton is a form of celebration arh? i knw y u 1 2 play, 1 2 give me a late birthday bash by givin me a smash right? u don even knw my feelin nw, always talk 2 ur gf...ever since u started 2 contact her, u hv nvr ever called me at de night...u don fake sayin u hv nth 2 say cuz last time u also nth 2 say den in de end call me...i think u care ur gf more den u does 2 me which i think abt 4yrs of my lifetime is wasted...

helpin u 2 meet with ur gf is gd enough le...do u knw tat last time i 1 2 meet her i need 2 settle everything by myself n when i told u tat i m meetin her, u jus brag in...u knw tat i don like 2 reject ppl de neither does she but u still 1 2 brag in...don even knw tat u r been a light bulb dere...den nw, seldom c u on9...if u say u r puttin urself off9, i can believe it but if i say tat she is on9, wat will u do? quickly get in2 on9 status n talk 2 her or call her arh? or hack care her? jus 2 tell u, love is magical n mysterious, a few words will make de other party :) or :( , ok? so if u made her :( instead of make her :), den i can say 1 thing, n tat is u r nt fit 2 b her bf...made her more hurt...

nw, tryin my best nt 2 like de gal i used 2 like but i doubt i can cuz i like de gal 2 much...u told me 2 tell my heart 2 hate her but i jus cannt...i mean if u force urself 2 hate ur bf, is it painful? this is wat i meant...don knw wat should i say...jus 1 2 say this, lol, i like her every sec, min, hr n everyday but i also hate her every sec, min, hr n everyday cz she was with other boy...

really hope tat i can hv a machine 2 erase al de bad memories so tat my life will b a nice 1 instead of a complain 1..