[who do u consider me as?]

i hv been wonderin 4 so long, wonder abt hw my friends consider me as cuz i felt 4 de second in life, some1 consider me as a rot meat, throwin me 2 1 side when i m rottin n when i was nt, dey take me in n cook n treat me well...well, i hate this kind of affection...let me tell u y...

durin last yr SA2 self-revision, i keep on helpin ppl with maths, sci(most of dem r sci) den when de exam r over, :) faces r been express out, i was also :) but until 2day, de gal who i teach her sci n maths appear rude 2 me...insult me, sayin tat de teacher who teach us CME is my father or bro or watsoever, well, it is nt funny loh...u think wat? ppl make fun of u sayin u pig or watsoever is it fun? i rdy 2 bet tat u will get rdy 2 beat tat person up de loh...

from nw, i will nt participate in any grop self-study le cuz if i go, ppl will take me as granted...n pls, don waste ur bloody time by askin me 2 go unless u gt a valid reason on y should i go...is it b cuz u really need me or is it b cuz u al 1 me 2 go den later bully me again? i also don 1 2 waste my bloody time on these thing as u al take me 4 granted wat...if u al think tat i m been unreasonable, den u go n reflect n think wat hv u been insultin me with? don tell me it is a joke cuz if it is, den u should only joke 4 a while n de end, y bother 2 drag it until such tat de whole class knw leh?

pls, piss me off from de self-study grop cuz i don think tat i should b inside n b come a rot meat...