sometime i m thinkin...m i selfish? after readin some1's else blog, i felt tat i m well, i bit selfish...cuz i think by nw, i should have cool down, 4get abt her le...cuz wat she written on her blog or rather, post on her blog have wake my de other soul...well, she post 2 entries...de 1st 1 de awake me, de 2nd 1, well, me felt like very xtra..she 1 2 talk 2 some1 n yet me is in de mid of de seat..haiz, jus hope tat i can go back 2 tat time so tat i will nt sit dere...lol...

i also must agree with her, wat is past is past, like bygones b bygones...well, i should let her go n b like a bird instead of keepin her like a pet...lol, m i crazy? a while of me is kk but de other part of me is like crazy? lol, i think i gt attitube problem sia...i need a medicine 2 cure this sia otherwise me goin 2 run out of connection le!!! haiz...even me let her go, me also don 1 2 talk 2 her...well, mayb b coz of psygological prob or mayb i jus don 1 2 talk 2 her tat al...i also 1 2 impress her 4 usin al de full forms cuz every1 is use 2 usin short-form de so when u start typin it, it wil feel a bit strange...

well, me need 2 go le, jus go tat me will still live like last time..