[jus hope tat i gt a suitable weather 4 my feelin right nw...]

haiz, yesterday cannt slp, head is keep on whirlin non stop, have been decidin 1 2 go 2 sch or nt, have been decidin 1 2 cry or nt...haiz, well, if u have read de pervious post, u should knw wat happen 2 me...

2day while teacher is teachin, me keep on poundin...haiz...i think me kana love illness man...i promise myself i must nt fall in love n yet me is still interferin this matter...'if u love some1, u also 1 him/her 2 b happy, right?' this is wat my god-jie ask me yesterday while i was pourin al my feelin on her...well, it is truth tat if u like tat gal, i also must ensure tat she is :) but nw, i don even knw wat 2 do...i cannt ask her 2 come back 2 my side since we alrdy break...even we r able 2 patch up, don think can last tat long..everytime go 2 her blog, me felt like...well, very difficult 2 say lah...den 2day recess, ppl keep on askin me do i like calista or nt? lol, is this a joke? i don like her at al...nt even a bit man!!! y ppl keep on sayin me like her?

nw i don knw who 2 trust, is it de side which is full of pro but able 2 make jokes or a side which is carefree n everyday :) de?