[heart some hw jus crack..don knw y....]

i wonder..hw come while i was usin com, my heart jus suddenly crack? is it tat i confuse myself or a real feelin? sometimes i jus 1 2 reverse time so tat i can correct my mistake or make it better so tat de result will nt b as bad as nw...haiz...den jus recently kana from my friends...up till nw i doubt tat dey will talk 2 me even i talk 2 them...sometimes don even knw m i worth livin? hw come when i enter sec2 life, i b came so :( instead of :) de? me nw nt askin 4 stead of cuz but i jus 1 2 have a simple life throughout my sec2 so tat i can pass den promote 2 express n choice de subject i 1 2 study...jus yesterday, my ex told me she 1 2 talk 2 my friend, me felt very jealous, told her al de reason tat even she talk, my friend might nt even reply cuz he is playin games n by de time my friend reply, it is al over le...but she simply jus igore me...until when my friend reply den go play his games she den believe me...hey god, is it truth tat watever i talk or come out of my mouth r crap? she even 1 me 2 on9 when she did nt even talk 2 me...of cuz, gt some1 u like will hack care de rest wat...everybdy will do tat...haiz, me guess nw she hack care me liao...say treat me as friend, nw, don even think u treat me as a friend loh, me think nw u treat me like a outsider...on9 or nt, does nt matter...haiz, me better don say 2 much otherwise she get angry...

well, me need 2 go le, ex, if u 1 2 scold me, go ahead cuz i will as well let u anger out al ur feelin here instead 2 my friend dere who cannt take ur anger de...