[does any1 hv this feelin b4?]

i wonder, does any1 like a gal/boy yet tat gal/boy does nt knw u like him? cuz this feelin hv been in my soul 4 de past few days which i don like...i promise myself tat i must nt hv a stead 4 this yr as this yr is streamin n last chance 4 me 2 promote 2 express, if i stead with a gal nw, wat will b come of my result? n yet i still like some1...something i jus really hope tat i can stead but den my result will nt drop n it is 100% de...nt 50% will nt drop but 100...if 100% will nt drop but will pull me up 2 express, me de will stead otherwise i will hv 2 think twice, thrice, 4th time or 5th time le...

i thought i jus open a door which is link 2 de other part of my life n i enter dat 'rm' n i will b :) always n safe but no wonder nt, de steadin feelin came up 2 me again...haiz, i really hope tat de feelin will b over soon...