[busy busy me n tired tired me]

haiz, from weds until sat i hv been goin out from my hse...n y is tat so? cuz weds gt ncc trainin, thurs gt tution, fri again gt ncc n sat go tution n might b playin badminton...haiz...sometime don knw should i carry on my life sia...so tired...i knw u ppl will agure back sayin tat u r tired, well, me is actually more tired loh, gt 3siblings 2 take care of, (don tell u hv 3siblings 2 take care of cuz i nvr met any1 who hv tat much siblings!!!)den u knw lah, younger 1 always don knw n tat so need 2 teach them, sometime even shout at them...haiz, enough of family...

durin ncc also siao de...1 a willingly timer den i nvr raise my hand cuz i don knw de timin den kana scoldin...haiz, i don think i can b come CSM le loh...i also can 4get abt gettin de white lanyard or red-white lanyard de loh...haiz...sometime don even knw wat 2 do...can some1 tell me is this part of growin n tat is y i m goin through al this? i jus cant c others as tired as me loh...al so :) like tat...haiz...4get it...jus hope tat i will nt get any more problem le...