1wk after de 1st ncc traini, me alrdy 1 2 give up le..haiz, should say my mind is nt rdy 4 part B although no bdy comment me sayin tat my drills suck (unless u count de patoon itself, it actually do)...jus 1 wk after de trainin, me alrdy 1 2 faint, cuz almost every trainin tio de...well, it is normal 2 kana lah but 2 much le loh...de sir very siao de, 1 us 2 voluntter but in de end nvr do anything, jus 1 2 test us nar den like tat we al kana 20 from him...haiz...den everytime after trainin, my hand is so tired such tat i cannt lift up 4 even 5secs...

guess i should nt give up cuz al my friends r behind me, if i give up, it means tat i wil nt hv success nxt time in life...a bit of tough trainin alrdy 1 2 give up, nxt time go NS den hw? die or faint everytime? enough of my complain....jus hope tat in de future my life will b simpler but i knw it will nvr come true...