Thursday, December 14, 2006
[i finally understand this statement, "tresure ur loved ones"]
haiz, recently tryin 2 patch up with my ex, in de end, turn out 2 b a :( thing indeed...ask her y, she say i nt her type nw...den i ask her who she like nw, she say she like my friend, who den, kj n i was well shock, angry...cuz in her heart, she only have my best friend(she used 2 like 2 ppl but nw she reduce it 2 1 le)...felt like cryin, so angry, shock...a lot of feelin came in with a mixture of wat i said jus nw...well, guess i must face it...cannt run away...jus hope tat she is havin fun with my friend out dere...haiz...1 wrong move n u will nt c it again...nw, i don even know i 1 2 talk 2 them or nt...talk 2 them is some hw i felt like a "light-bulb", if don talk 2 them, i felt like i m petty cuz jus 4 this matter don talk 2 them...sometime felt a bit jealous n guilty when kj told me abt de conversation with my ex on de msn...jealous is tat kj is able 2 talk so much with her whereas i talk only a little n guilty is tat i nvr tresure her when we were stead...tryin 2 patch up turn up nt...tryin 2 b come friends again but difficult...haiz, i sometime don know should i b friends with them or nt since dey r closer den friends le...(from outsider's view)
this is an adivce 4 both my ex n kj, if u 2 like or love some1, say it or rather prove it as sayin i like u or i love u will nt works de...i hereby also wish u 2 have a great time 2gether...
