Saturday, December 09, 2006
[hw come i feel useasy?]
haiz, sometimes felt tat some1 block me cuz it have been a long since she on9...more den 5days le...de nick say "he is a jerk"...keep on appearin in my msn whenever i on9 simply cuz tat she did nt on9...sometimes i think, m i de source of this pro? if it is tat so, den i rather don talk 2 any1 better as de more i talk, de more i might create pro...ask her is she havin cold war with me, she reply in "wa, i very cold le y should i have cold war with him?" lol, 2 me, this reply is nt tat gd loh..cuz i can feel tat she is still havin...otherwise de last conversation she will b able 2 talk more or rather, say as usual de...god!!! wat did i done? when will this end? i m very jealous n angry tat she is able 2 talk 2 my friend...so well...as if like as though dey r stead(jealous)...angry is tat cuz when i talk 2 her, she only reply this "o.O" as though i talkin 2 ghost like tat...haiz, say i gt attitube pro, i nw tryin 2 change le...can't u c? i jus 1 2 talk 2 "she" also cannt...jus b cuz she nvr on9....wa, hw come like tat de? den whenever she is talkin 2 my friend, my friend will tell me wat is de conversation abt n when he is tellin me, he will laugh cuz de conversation is so fun such tat "she" will like 2 talk more 2 him den 2 me...man, i jus hate this...i something hope tat i can make her laugh also...haiz, i think al this thing will nt happeend de cuz i think sooner or later she will block me de...haiz, btw, jus 4 those ppl who think tat i offened dem or betray them or watsoever, this blog is my diary...watever i feel, done or watsoever, i will write in this blog de...
