Saturday, November 25, 2006
this post is 4 my gf de, so pls, do REFRAIN from readin this post
when u say release, i should nt have done so cuz once i release, i will nt get u back anymore...n i m so stupid 2 go n buy food 1st instead of folo u 1st n let u buy 1st...i jus hate myself sia, lettin u go jus like tat...tryin every chances i can 2 win ur heart n yet u still don understand me...wat must i do in order 2 win ur heart? i waited 4 u at ur block(even though it is long)hopin tat u will know tat i still LOVE u but no...i hold ur hands also hopin 2 move ur heart but again, de result is no den, i 1 me 2 release, i should nt have, if i do, it will b de 1st time n de last time i m holdin ur hands cuz i doubt tat u can come out again...y, y do u make it like this? den, when i cannt find u, i felt like i lost something which is very very very important 2 me, serach 4 u 4 a million times n yet i cannt find u, wanted 2 shout ur name but i fear tat ur whoever will scold u...den, i jus go hm n post this entries...i will b standby 4 u, whenever u need me, contact me n i will try 2 help u n i will always respect ur decision...
i jus hope de nxt time u able 2 come out, tell me n i will b dere 4 u n i hope by tat time i will b able 2 move ur heart... T.T
