Friday, October 06, 2006
wa, 2day exam is fun man!!! cuz 2day, while takin my geo exam, a hawk fly in!!! wow, big sia, can attacked ppl de hor!!! then it sit on de window which is nearest 2 de teacher's table(pity tat ms zhu never sit there otherwise it will b great!!! :P) then pong go n take de sweeper n throw it at de hawk, then it fly 2 de other conrer n than pong attacked again(lucky tat de hawk did nt attack back otherwise he will b in de hospital by nw!!!) then de hawk fly away le...
then gopal come in, scold ms zhu...lol, very funny leh...jus hope tat this hawk will come in very exam then everyday have laughter liao!!!
can every1 tell me wat wrong with me?haiz, everytime after studyin, schoolin, revisin, i will always in nt a happy mood, don know y...than go back hm, mum nag...everywhere i go also tio nag...i wonder when i can end de day a happy 1? jus hope tat there is 1 day tat no1 can nag on me...i jus 1 2 b in my own world...then everywhere i go, always tio scoldin...haiz, a lot of things sia...i think without playin of badminton i might die sia...so long le, have been bottlin my feelin 4 a long time...i wonder will my badminton skills b came louslier if i bottle up my feelin 2 much? or will it b come tat my feelin take over me instead of me controllin my ownself? exam always have been a blockage 2 me...whenever there is exam, there will b stress n fear...stress is tat mum nag 1 me 2 study n fear is tat of my result...
haiz, i think i m jus like a innocent kid, with scars on my "pure" heart, have been hoppin 4 some1 2 erase de scars 4 me...so tat my heart will turn pure again...but, i can dreamin abt erasin them as they r like cancers cells, keep on spreadin...jus hope tat there is some1 i can talk 2 as i jus hate bottle up my feelin as i know tat de scars will jus spread again...jus hope tat there is a "medicine" 2 this "cells"...
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